from my last posting, it was obviously a temporary slip for me. it was my fault, really. i was playing "keeping up with the jones' ". i guess it's only human to fall once in a while when you're doing so well.
well, i'm good again! every thing's the way it's meant to be and i'm happy, contented and at peace with everything again.

"i know and believe you are there God. i'm sorry for doubting you. you have made me see the path again. please forgive me."

to p all the way in aus: thank you so much. your words lifted me and warmed my heart : )