dear friends,

i want all of you to know that i really treasure our friendships. all of you mean so much to me. you are always there through the good, bad & downright ugly! although some of us might not meet or talk as often, you were there whenever i needed you. you gave me comfort & consoled me. you made me feel better. you made my world sunny again. i constantly thank God for all of you. i am truly blessed to have such wonderful friends.
i hope i have been as good a friend to all of you as you have been to me. if i have fallen short, please forgive me. i will try harder. i know i am not perfect.
throughout the course of our friendships, i hope i have been supportive towards your dreams, dilemmas, and choices. i hope i have been giving good or at the very least, reasonable advice. i might not have agreed or understood all your decisions, but at least i have been supportive of you. i have always been there. i'm always on your side & i always want the best for you. i only have good thoughts & prayers for you.
i would like to let you know that b & i have started trying again (albeit taking it lightly because we are sometimes too lazy to do it!). i know that all of you will not be able to understand our decision & i do not blame you. how can you understand if you are not in our shoes? how can you understand the yearning?
some of you will question why, why, why? even tell me that maybe God is saying it's not the right time yet. well, that may be true. b & i KNOW that ONLY God has the power to bless us with a child. it is all in His hands. He has plans for us & He will only bless us with a baby at His timing. but this doesn't mean that b & i do not have to do our part. it can't be the immaculate conception! we'll do our part & when God thinks it's the right time, it will happen.
just as i have supported some of you through stuff (sometimes it was the same thing over AND over again)which i did not agree with, i would like to ask for your support now. just be happy for b & i. WE are happy. so why not join us & share our joy? just have good thoughts & prayers for us.

love,
e

p/s: one way to look at it is we are making a baby (something good) and not selling drugs or dvds or wife swapping!