i have relapsed. i'm trying extremely hard to keep my head above water. the clouds are here again (in full force now). i was getting back on my feet again, baby steps by baby steps........only to completely slide down the slope now.
i can't find joy or anything to be happy about anywhere. i do not want to see anyone, not even those close to me. i don't want to talk about it.
i just want to be.
About Me
- baby hopes
- kuala lumpur, Malaysia
- my journeys into motherhood in kl with things i've noticed about the pregnant scenes here. filled with miscarriages, depression, anger and guilt. but it's not all gloom! filled also with laughter & searches for that elusive silver lining as we continue our journey. it goes from the deepest darkest pits to julie andrews singing the hills are alive..... ultimately moulding me into who i am today. it's true what they say - what can't kill you only makes you stronger!
1 comment:
sometimes, it's ok to stay down and be in complete turmoil. soak up all the feelings and feel the most miserable that you can.
when it's time to let go of the feeling, you'll know.
try listening to music as well.
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