m not doing so well lately. have been having more down days. its drawing nearer to my "due date". guess tts the reason. i catch myself thinking "if only...........". i'm easily annoyed by b. he doesnt even remember! wt an ass! all he thinks about is work. doesnt know y i'm irritable & moody. v (or more like I) stopped trying. m never in the mood lately. sometimes all i can think of is "what could have been".